Dildoes and Loneliness: An introduction to Coin-Operated Boy

9 Apr

Coin-Operated Boy was the first Dresden Dolls song i ever listened to, and has always remained my favourite.

A friend of mine sent me the song with a message attached saying something alone the lines of “you’ll like this song, it’s about dildoes lol” Naturally intrigued, i listened. I giggled at the obvious sex toy connotations and tapped my foot along to the rhythm. It wasn’t until i had listened to it a few times that i realized what it was actually about: loneliness, heartbreak, frustration at being lonely, with undertones of self-loathing. That was something i could connect to.

 

The double entendre, and double meanings within Amanda Palmer’s writing style are why i fell in love with her music. She draws you in with amusement and a catchy tune and rips your heart out with raw human emotion.

I realized very early on that she was someone i was going to devote my musical heart to. Although this is a Dresden Dolls song, i was too late for them, my fanship developed around the time Amanda was launching her first solo album and Brian was in another band. But i bought everything they had ever produced and listened to it for hours on end. Then Who Killed Amanda Palmer? was realeased and she was due to play in Edinburgh. My first Amanda Palmer show.

 

Myself and a friend headed down to Cabaret Voltaire, and waited first in line (hardcore i know); we were at the front of the stage. The stage was only a foot or two off the ground, we were at eye level, we were at reach out and touch level. Amanda had had her foot run over a few days before this show, she still played a fucking amazing set with all the frills. I was amazed, most “rockstars” would probably cancel a show with a squished foot, but she played as if they’re was nothing wrong. Glorious show. My friend asked if i wanted to meet her; yeah, she hangs out and hugs people after her shows. I watched her moving around the crowded room, hobbling from person to person, smiling genuninley, answering questions, signing cd’s, hugging and just being with people. It came to our turn, she signed my friend’s poster, i think i gave her some form of art (a drawing from my journal if i remember right). She hugged me for it, i don’t think i said anything intelligent back. It wasn’t until she was inches away from my face, arms around my neck i noticed her wince, i felt her put her full weight on me; her foot hurt, but she still worked a room of fans. Someone like this earned my music heart within seconds of a hug. Amanda Fucking Palmer i fucking love you.

So you can see why i wanted to use this song.

All i need to do now is figure out how to make it the best piece i’ve ever made!

See you on the other side……

Chloe out.

 

She dreams about us at night.

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Chloe Henderson:

I’ve started a new blog just for my Degree Show pieces… it’s written from the perspective of my pieces. If you follow me for my work…. Lexicon Creatures is for you! and would love a wee follow too!
This post is the first of many……

Originally posted on Lexicon Creatures:

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Twisting and turning.

Round and round we flutter behind her eyes.

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She wrote this haiku.

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To get us out of her mind.

To conquer us.

As if that would work.

We are the magic that taunts her with what she can never be.

A faery queen who’s wings are lost.

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Faery Wings Sneak Peek!

8 Apr

A wee teaser shot of a piece to tease you before all the photos of my shoot flood your screens!

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Oh oh oh and i’ve created a whole new blog dedicated to just my Lexicon collection. A wonderful collection of all the stories and inspirations behind the pieces told from the point of view of the pieces themselves…. check it out!!! —–> Lexicon Creatures

 

Chloe out.

 

Degree Show space.

8 Apr

The other day our tutor drew up a plan and we were given preliminary spaces for our Degree Show work….. this is the space i’ve been (hopefully!) allocated:

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(Oh, and obviously it will be all cleaned up and sparklingly painted for us to set up in!!)

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It’s a lovely big corner space.

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Just to tucked in to the right of the smaller room door.

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And opposite a brilliant huge window shining daylight onto my work.

 

If this is my space i’ll be so pleased with it! I’ve started drawing up plans and ordering mannequins and constructing plinths and shelves and other weird and wonderful bits and pieces, and am getting rather excited about the whole thing!

Can you picture what my work will look like in this space?

Chloe out.

Artists’ Books Love

19 Mar

Today i’m looking for a little booky inspiration.

I’m in the process of constructing all five of my books… and they’re coming along pretty wonderfully… but i’m turning to Pinterest for a little added inspiration to make sure i’m keeping up with the best!

So, thought i would share with you some of my favourites :)

(Oh, and for all image credits and many many more book examples, check out my Artist’s Books Pinterest board)

This one’s a library i’d very much like to visit: “from the wooden library at Alnarp, Sweden ~ there are 217 volumes in the set. This specific xylothek was made in Nurmburg, Germany from 1805-1810. Each book is made from the wood of a specific tree or shrub and contains specimens pertaining to that variety as well as a written description, biology, and practical use.” actual tree books… sounds divine.

Book love.

Got any great book ideas/examples? Throw them at me!

Chloe out.

No Faery Wings photoshoot at the weekend :(

18 Mar

The weather was awful :(

But i have been wearing my not-warm-enough-to-do-without-a-jacket-but-not-cold-enough-to-wear-my-proper-jacket jacket so *fingers crossed* for nicer weather this weekend!

In the mean time…….. LOTS of work to do!! and lots of updates coming your way too :)

Chloe out.

The Early Years: what led me down my creative path…

17 Mar

Last night i updated my website.

I created a new gallery called The Early Years. It was just going to be some of the work that i did at school, but it turned into me chronicling the creative path that led me to where i am now.

The images in the gallery are the all the works i did at school that i’m still proud of now, and hopefully soon i’ll add some photos of the even earlier years (i’ve just emailed my mum asking her to dig out some old photos and artwork i made when i was little… so stay tuned for that!).

You can visit the story here: The Early Years, but i’ll post it as a blog here…

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I’ve always loved art and making things.

Colouring books, plastering my face with mummy’s lipstick, copious amounts of glittery doodles tacked to the fridge were the favourites of three-year-old me.

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Steadily I moved on to more painty type things, with the odd doodle here and there. I have a wonderful mother who would book me parties at Doodles and other crafty things. Who bought me craft kits and let me mess up my desk with paint and scribbles and encouraged creative opportunities wherever they presented themselves. I have two creative parents, neither of them artists but entrepreneurs and creators of their own dreams. I can’t thank them enough for understanding that my art will not always be something that they understand and encouraging me regardless of this.

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The school they picked out for me ultimately had a huge influence on where I am now, and luckily for me it had a great art department and contained two teachers who would initiate my love for making things and telling stories. At school I started to write (I cringe now looking back at those stories and poems but they were the start of my love for storytelling). Reading was where I would escape to when life around me got a little messy and being able to write down the stories in my own mind was just the most glorious thing in my whole world.

It wasn’t until taking up art in senior school that I combined my love for art and my love for storytelling together. At school you’re always pushed to produce photo-perfect renderings of still lives and fruit bowls, but in the A level course our understandings of art were expanded and our first project was to create an installation.

I’d never really made anything artsy, other than toilet roll tube castles and friendship bracelets, and I created something I was immensely proud of (see Untitled (Out of Nature)) and something that would instil the urge to make things within me for life. I also owe a lot to my art teacher who noticed this, he supported me in pursuing the sculptural side of my creativity. He also ran the photography course, and told me I had an eye for it; I believed him.

The other teachers were keen to see drawings and without his encouragements this path I have taken wouldn’t have been revealed until a lot further down the road, so thank you Mr.Adair.

And thank you Mr.Intihar; perhaps the most enigmatic teacher I have ever come across. I don’t remember ever doing all that much in his classes, but I learned so much. He managed to teach without teaching, he read things, and shared things with us and simply talked to us. I discovered my favourite book in that class, Cat’s Eye by Margaret Atwood, and was inspired to take it out of the classroom and into the art I was creating at the same time (see Cat’s Eye). Thank you Mr.Intihar, you wonderfully bizarre, banjo-playing, Canadian, for infusing that love for storytelling further than words on a page that I still carry in me today.

It’s amazing the things and the people that change your lives in small but colossal ways.

 

Chloe out.

DCA Bookbinding (Part 6/6)

12 Mar

Was rather sad when the final session came around :( It was such a nice wee course, with lovely people. Thanks for a lovely six weeks lovely people :) and thank you Emma for putting up with us all :)

Well. Last session. Last book.

This time, Japanese Atlas Structure. A fun and pretty simple little book that we whipped up in a couple of hours.

Commonly this book is used to contain atlases into a small book… but i’ve gone for pages from an old book! I think a wee book like this would make a wonderful travel companian, each little segment of book could contain a different piece of your trip; stick in notes, tickets, photos, etc. So that’s kind of what i’m going for in mine… i’m going to make it into a memento of my 21st birthday (which i still need to post about!).

Anyway, step 1: gather your paper. Four sheets for the inner pages, and then something to cover the boards with.

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Here are a few shots of the folding procedures for the inner sections…

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Did that make sense? So, your folding it long ways in on itself in half, with a little gap left in the middle. Then you’re doing the same the other way and leaving a slightly bigger gap in the middle.

Do this with all four sections. Use the first one as a guide, as this will ensure they are all the same size.

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Flatten the folded edges using a bone folder.

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Mark out and cut your board. It needs to fit one edge (ie. the bound edge) exactly, but can be a little bigger on the other three edges.

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Cover your boards. We made cushioned boards, ie. only the inside edges you see here are glued, the front is not, therefore giving it a cushioned effect. But… i’m always one for encouraging creativity, so go wild with your cover!!

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This strip of paper is the binding. Cut it to fit the side of your board, and fold as shown (ensuring you have enough valleys for your sections).

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Glue the two edges to your two cover boards. Hold tightly shut while the glue dries.

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Then glue in each section. Sections are glued to each other, not the binding. So the first section is glued to the cover, the next section is glued to that first section, and so on until you have a finished book… oh and top tip with this is to hold it tightly shut for about an hour or so until it is completely dry to avoid any movements in the binding and…..

ta-dah!

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Well this wee course has filled me with a love for a handmade book and i can say i don’t think i’ll ever buy a sketchbook again (unless it is truly superly awesome)!

Now all i’ve got to do is whip up five artist’s books for each of my Lexicon collections…….. no bother!!!….

See you on the other side…

Chloe out.

Faery Wings Photoshoot Moodboard

10 Mar

As mentioned in my little update post i’m sharing my moodboard for my Faery Wings photoshoot that will (*fingers crossed* i get my pieces finished in time) hopefully take place this weekend (weather permitting of course!).

I have a location: the wooded area around Newbattle Abbey. These wonderful woods are a short walk away from my home, and therefore an area i have explored well… i know all the best bits! There is something so magical and faery-like about the woods; the trees and moss and birds twittering in the trees, dew drops on weird and wonderful lichens, strange mushrooms and the earthen floor littered with leaves that crackle as tiny animals scitter through them. Perfect.

Now… i just need a look!

Magical. Earthy faery girl mixed with airy light silver jewellery… the dark colours of my hair and the greens and browns of the woods will contrast so wonderfully with my shining silver pieces… and hopefully the weather will be lovely and sunny so the silver shines even brighter.

 

I’m having a little Pinterest session and will post some of the best images here:

 

This. This image says it all. I will be wearing white, i will use a multitude of unusual poses, keep the image soft and mysterious, i want to use trees as props; raise myself off the ground as the wings would. Magic.

I’ve bought a white lace top/bodysuit thing for this shoot (and i also have a netted tutu and white lace stockings, ivory ballet shows, white lace gloves, a white glittery shrug and white ribbon… so i’ll experiment with outfit combinations). This image captures an intimate delicacy that i hope to achieve.

The gaze in the eyes of this woman is captivating… must remember to use the correct range of facial expressions! I also like the twigged crown in her hair… using twigs and foliage in my hair might add an interesting earth faery element to my photos.

I like the idea of using glitter. Maybe it will just be sprinkled in my hair and makeup… but this shot is stunning. Hrmm… i’ll take some with me and see what happens!

Good faery makeup is a must. I plan to keep it quite natural… but add a little sparkle here and there!

Hair styling is also vital, especially as my headpiece relies on it to stay in! Messy faery hair is essential… and a braided element around the front/side is crucial to the wear-ability of my headpiece. I also need to assure my ears remain relatively clear of hair for when wearing the ear cuffs.

 

(Visit my pinterest page for more images, as well as the credits for all of these glorious shots (or click on the images))

 

See you on the other side…

Chloe out.

A little update.

9 Mar

I’ve not blogged all the much, or even tweeted or instagramed much of my progress with Lexicon for the past wee while.

I’ve had a funny few weeks were, although i’m really excited about what i’m doing, i’ve lacked overall motivation and fallen into a little streak of apathy….. well, i’ve pulled myself together in the past few days, worked out a plan of action and locked all my alarms for 8am sharp! Work work work is the key, and if i can just keep up with my mind full of ideas my degree show might just be as awesome as i picture it in my brain… *fingers crossed*

 

So, ramble over. A little progress update:

 

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Mossycoat was put a little bit on the back burner, as i was unhappy with the piece i had made; it just didn’t have the awesome-factor i was hoping for. But after a wee soul-searching walk out into my local mossy wooded area, and a good few nights with pints of tea and frantic Pinteresting i have come up with a better idea. I’ve started drawing again and i’ve put in some orders for materials…. and i’m going to be annoyingly coy and not tell you the plans! All will be revealed soon (check out my Mossycoat Pinterest board for a little more clarity on what i might be talking about)! When my materials arrive i’ll start practicing and post a post of samples and thoughts. Stay tuned…

 

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Faery Wings has been progressing slowly but surely. The photos above are instagram teasers of the final pieces i’m working on. If i work really hard this week, and get lucky (ie. nothing goes wrong!) i should have the pieces finished for the weekend. I have enough samples now that i know exactly what i’m doing. I’ve got three pieces (three = one for each line of the haiku) on the go, a head piece, an ear cuff and a bracelet/arm piece. Each one is a magical fantasy, using my drawings and beautiful translucent airy materials i should be able to capture the essence of the Faery Wings haiku. It would be great if the pieces were ready for the weekend because i could do the photoshoot for them when i’m home at the weekend (weather permitting of course)! I’m going to collect a load of images together this week and i’ll post a photoshoot moodboard here. I might keep the finished pieces a secret until after the shoot!! Oh, and i’ve been working away at the book too. I’ll post a post about that sometime in the week too. Stay tuned…

 

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The Ocean at the End of the Lane has been filling my mind with wondrous ideas. A posted a wee introduction to this story a while ago, but i’ll post you some of my doodles and drawings sometime this week. I’m still in the drawing stages (see above) at the moment, but when Faery Wings is complete i’ll start experimenting away with the Hunger Birds… i have plans! Stay tuned…

 

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The Little Mermaid is also still in the drawing stages. This mini-collection is going to feature wonderful new technology. CAD drawing and 3D printing! Oh my! I’m still playing around with Rhino and figuring out how things work… as well as thinking how the printed/cast pieces are going to work with my etchings and beadings. I’ll introduce you to this story and my thoughts surrounding it sometime this week and i’ll also post about my developments and researchings into CAD and 3D printing and laser sintering and casting and all those brilliant things that make me go oooo! Stay tuned…

 

 

Coin-Operated Boy ideas are just filling up all the spaces in my head! I’ll introduce ya’ll to this song and the reasons why i choose it and why it’s my favourite Amanda Palmer song. For me, this will be the most important piece i make… the song means so much to me so it’s vital that i get the representation right. I made a prototype for the idea i have the other day. It’s awesome. I’m so excited about this piece. I’m getting excited already but writing the post…. oooo….. stay tuned…

 

So, that was a ramble about what i’m up to with my five stories. Many a blog post coming soon… much work to do! Excited. Nervous. Love it.

And i’ll be re-iterating all of that tomorrow to my tutor and then again on Tuesday to my other tutor. I’ve not spoken to them in a while, so it’ll be nice to see if i’m heading in the right direction… or not……. what do you think about all i’m planning?!

See you soon!

Chloe out.

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